Life as Energy Being

Yesterday I did my fourth session with a client. She’s mid 50’s with grown children. Some suicidal tendencies and strong feeling of “something missing.”

This was her fourth session:
#1 PL, No SC
#2 PL, Very limited access to SC
#3 PL, SC, but not around health issues

Using the keyword, she was a bodiless entity, floating in a foggy place, looking at a large, rectangular structure made of glass and metal. After a bit she saw a hot-air balloon. When I asked her to move forward, she jumped into a PL.

She was a young woman, standing in a train station, mid 1800’s. She was caring an umbrella and a small suitcase. She was waiting for something, maybe the next train, and was very excited to be going someplace. I asked her to go home, and she saw a small cottage in the country. When I ask he to go inside, she jumped back to train station. The next thing that happened was a lot of black smoke and screaming. Then everything went gray.

My intuition said to move her forward, instead, she jumped into another PL.

This time she was a boy, about 15, in cowboy boots and jeans. She was with a horse on a rolling, grassy plain that felt “midwestern.” She was running away from home, “they wouldn’t treat him as an adult.” Next, she was riding in the dark, in a lightning storm. The found herself in a river. It was still dark and she drowned.

Back to looking at the rectangular structure. This time she saw glowing lights inside. She went inside and found a culture of energy beings. This was her home. The beings would go “elsewhere” to have experiences and then return, having learned lessons. When the lessons are complete they become elders and help teach the young to be “complete.” She was struggling. She had been on many, many lives and was not learning her lessons. She was very frustrated, “If they just tell me what I was missing, I wouldn’t have to keep doing this over and over, hundreds of times.” She just couldn’t figure out what they expected of her, but she was required to do it on her own. The client started to cry at this point.

Purpose of past lives involved adventure and danger going hand in hand. Client is still seeking adventure. Life as energy being was for “Hope, that success was possible,” “Struggling to find the answers.”

Purpose: Completion of the mission. Mission? “I don’t know, they won’t say. I have to find it on my own.”

The SC came through but CM would not get out of the way, most of the time. Mostly about how the stress and lack of control in her life was due to the “missing piece” that she was supposed to find, the lesson she needed to learn. All her health issues are related to that. The Advice was to “listen, listen to her heart.” “Her path was wrong. She doesn’t know what the path should be.” “Many possible answers, she needs to pick one.” Client is blocked by fear of failure, of having to “come around again and again, too many times.” The client is crying at this point.

In the after talk, she cried, deeply, about about being a failure because she hadn’t figured it out, again. She was going to have to go around again. She had already done this thousands of times and always got stuck in the same place.

This is a big step forward, the she was finally confronting some real issues. I have known her for may years and she has always avoided going too deep and acknowledging what was really going on with her.