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The next conversation. I'm not sure if I understand all of this, but I get that I’m supposed to stop worrying just post it.

Q) I am afraid. I am afraid to step into my power. I have done it before and I couldn’t handle it. I abused my power, killed many people and caused the deaths of many more. Many, many people. There is much power there, too much for me to handle. Too much information to use without corruption of my spirit. I don’t have any help in this area. There is no one to help me. There it too much power for anyone I know. Disbelievers are no help, they don’t believe it exists. Fellow practitioners are no help, they tend to be naive, don’t understand how seriously, dangerously powerful and damaging it can be. Or they are overawed and differ to me, without being sufficiently critical or understanding. I must find grounding from someone that will guide or help me to be guided. Allow me to grow with guidance in the right direction. Help me keep myself focused and aware of what is important.

A) You can’t see that’s going on. There is what you want, here it comes. Are you ready? You have been learning. You have been watching. Have confidence in your strength. Have confidence in your ability to discern the proper path. You are not the person you were. You have the strength and kindness to handle the needs of others without being corrupted by them. You can see that’s really important for them and for you. And for the world. There is something you need to learn, to find your center. To find your entry point to the inner realm where power is thought and creations is power and opening is wisdom. Wisdom to apply knowledge sparingly to exactly where it’s need to effect change. You have already begun to see this in your life. You have begun to watch your manner to apply appropriate power to each situation. You are beginning to see how that works. It’s not what you thought. You can’t fix everyone, all the time. Apply the subtle touch just where needed to tickle someone in a different direction.

A) Do what you need. The opening is coming. Communication is happening. The opening is coming, be ready. She will help you. She is coming. The connection is there. There is a way to connect and start the process. Don’t wait for the correct moment. There is no better moment. Yes it is the one you’re thinking of.

Q) How, so many bad things will happen. It’s too dangerous for us both. There is no opening.

A) Don’t fool yourself. There is plenty to say, you just have to say it.

Q) It will destroy me.

A) Nonsense. The you that was that you is already dying. Get over it. The life that was was no more than a pretense, a play, a way to fill the time while waiting for reality to unfold. You don’t know that’s happening. Add all your wishes together and you may have some idea. Time is collapsing, it will be here before you know it. Break down the barriers that hold you back. The knowledge is seeping through. You can handle it. You can handle her. She destroyed you the last time around. You can handle it this time. You can make it work this time. The pieces are in place, don’t let them fall apart.

Feel it, right now, the illusion is coming apart. The distance is not there, the separation is not there, you are a team. You will make a triad that will anchor a new reality. They are coming to you in the right time. Space in an illusion, you can connect wherever you are. Be one with the whole. Include, mend, enhance. The process is there. There is the key, the connector, the catalyst that connects and directs and understands.

Give the ego the pass. corruptions can be guarded against. It can be protected. There is a balance, support and power. It will not look like what you think it will. Feel the connection, right now. There it is. it will strengthen over time. It will draw you all together. There is a center. A common center where you will all a be drawn to. Put out the call. Keep the beacon alive. They will respond. What you need will come to you. There is a place where it all comes together.

Q) Is there a “thing” that I can do?

A) You can’t help any more that you have. I don’t want to hurt you. It will take a little while to unfold. Be careful what you wish for now. There is much coming and things could inadvertently happen. Thoughts will manifest. Hopes will form reality. Dreams will enlighten. Fears will frighten, if you allow them in. Focus on positive. Ignore blocks or obstacles. Drive as though there are not there.

Run on the air, fly over the ground. Physicality is no longer needed, so you can work where needed. Trust the process, trust your sight, trust reality; you can bend it to your will. It is clay, form it to your needs. There is nothing to be afraid of, you can handle the responsibility. You will have help when it’s time. The time is now. You will find them. The messages are going out. The connections are being made. The network is forming. It will coalesce into a concrete form, a beautiful structure of infinite complexity and variety. The wheels are turning. You are starting to see there results. Keep focused on the goal and the process. That will promote the outcome you desire and we require. Part of the pattern is started, more will come to fill in the missing pieces. The empty places will be filled. You are the center. BE the center. You don’t feel up to it. You don’t have to understand the point, the process will run if you allow it. Like flying. Remember flying? Once you learned the delicate process of allowing yourself to fly. Now you can apply that skill to allowing this process to proceed through you. Don’t focus on the unnecessary, it will dilute the energy of the process. Don’t worry, we will supply more.

Let others support you. keep your balance. They can handle what you cannot, but you must handle what you can. This is necessary to keep your balance. You will lose touch if you don’t keep in contact with all necessary parts of the process, project, projection.